where books take me

where books take me

Wednesday, January 26, 2011


i learnt 
a lot of things from a friend,
when i have many friends,
i gain loads..

that's how you know the world..
but please,
know yourself first,
know your own heart,
it's best to really have the guts to be honest and true..
or you might just be fated to meet someone who would really bring you down by just being a friend.

learn how to understand,
sometimes you are not compatible with others.
but still,
you are not to hate,
to unlike is better.

don't judge a book by it's cover!
don't ever!
thou they look ugly, does'nt mean they are ugly inside..
they might just be the person who will catch you when you fall and help you tru life..

we are destined to meet a jerk,
and we see zero benefit to us,
maybe Allah wants us to meet that person,
for their benefit,
for them to realise things,
to make them more matured,
and as simple as to accompany their lonely hearts for awhile.
buat baik dapat pahala kan??
ape salahnye ^_^

'nice meeting you'
'nice knowing you'..

being a little subjective, they can be
'nice knowing the world tru you..'

being true and honest is the best you could do for yourself.
it won't hurt you later if you really believe in yourself,
and you're not a coward..
he who said that he's scared is not a coward.
unhonest people are cowards.
pathetic people.

tapi kene gak faham..

they work best for most people,
including me..
but, hipokrit, hipokrit jugak,
niat kene betul..


last but not least,
tinggalkanlah kegembiraan hari ini,
andai ia adalah bunga2 tangisan hari esok.
nak nanges takpe,
better nanges sekarang,
dari nanges later2..

i say we do what's best,
for everyone!

berkawan biar ikhlas,
sebab biar apepun yang die buat kat kite,
biar apepun yang terjadi,
kite tetap dapat hikmahnye..
nampak tak nampak,
hikmah tetap ade..

heebee is currently more relieved then she ever was!

Saturday, January 22, 2011


hye there!
i don't know if there is people who reads my dear blog,
thanks for reading!
starts a new jouney of a new beginning.
Lots and lots of work to be done.
Lepas cuti seminggu,
after all that catastrophe,
rase ter'rehat'..
I've been doing a lot of thinking and realising..
Its a good break.
going back to kmpp,
i really hope that i have the spirit to really put my effort on the finals!
i hope i can find the strength..
Last night, 
i dreamt about 2 people,
1 person is someone i know really well ( but im barely talking to him rite now :( ),
and the other is someone really new in my life (i think i do have a crush on him ^_^).
And surprisingly, both were trying thier best to please me..
weirdly weird.
Mainan tidur..
But i kinda like the first part of it,
the second one is quite scary..

I think the dream told me something.
That i should'nt trust anybody..


by the way,
me, amal, leo, tajien, najwa and zhi wei is trying
to build up a model..
hopefully, we could pull this of like we imagined!

I'll upload some picca later when its done.

today, me and my family went to Sabar Menanti 
(its a restaurant)
for lunch.
and i learnt that we should'nt assume that the taste would be nice
just by looking at the appearance..
 kan ?
lovey dovey,


Thursday, January 20, 2011

my own collection

i have quite a collection.
its not much,
these are some,
1. Inheritance series (eragon, eldest and brisingr) by christopher paolini (adventure of eragon)
Its a book of you-can't-wait-to-go-to-the-next-page.For me.The fantasy is realistic and it     has this individual feel to it.Quite fascinating to read.
2. The Spiderwick Chronicles by DiTerlizzi and Black
Its a book of really fascinating creatures and an interesting fantasy world.I was so absorbed in it that i can imagine the world described.The story almost seemed real!Its one of my favourite book.
3. Life on the Refrigerator door by Alice Kuipers
A note kind of novel.I like it because the writer twisted the story with emotions of two very close individuals, a mother and her daughter.Its an hour read that will make you think more about life.I teared at the end.
4. Ways to Live Forever by Sally Nicholls
Its my most, forever-will favourite book.Its a diary type novel.A simple way of telling a people on how you should cherish your life with your love ones and fulfill your dreams no matter how big it is.The writer shows the sensitivity of a child where most writer can't.You'll need lots of tissue papers, i remind.

here's some of it.
i'll tell you more later.
but these are good read.
because i LOVE IT!

to those who don't read,
take a shot on some of these,
they might help you..


my lovely companion

we are lovers


'neol saranghae'


Wednesday, January 19, 2011


my hobby is surfing for books..
mph, kinokuniya, popular, borders, or even novelhut is my mini heaven..
(besides a chocolate store)
my newest collection is the spiderwick chronicles..
i found the whole 6 books in one hardcover book worth rm79.90..
but after discount, rm63.90..
its worth buying..
im searching for this particular book, just curious..
the tajuk is.unknown.

wo pu tche taw maa...
ive lost count on this particular hobby..
i lost my me who loves to read..
i lost my me who loves books..

dah 3 kali masuk bookstore, came out empty handed..

rase macam nak peluk mama and ayah,
and just tell what's inside..
so that they can lecture me for hours,
but i'd loved it,
they always know what i needed to hear,
telling them would turn badly..
i thought about it numerous times..


dear blog, set me free, i need to heal..

nadiah saari, siti nadzirah, noor azreen..
im out of words..
im out of tears..
i want my old me..

Sunday, January 16, 2011


turning 20..
teringat dulu, miss tang, cikgu kt rps ckp,
"you're one year older,
care to be any wiser??"

few weeks ni,
rase macam something wrong somewhere..
i feel less confident,
more sensitive in some ways,
cepat terasa,
is it the hormones of being a young adult??
mula2 tak prasan pun,
pastu baru prasan,
im not being me that i am before..
maybe it's because im so worried about the future,
it's our turning point ahead,
don't know where im heading..
watching my friends,
they know what they want,
yakin dengan pilihan,
for me,

i'm trying really hard to live life the way it should be..
to live my age..
and living it my own way..
but it feels
or that
.something is missing.

whatever it is,
i have got to find a way to find that missing 'thing'..
right now,
jom kite focus on studies,
future wise,
think about our parents,
and family,
what can you offer them in the future..

sambil2 tu, 
ingatkn Allah,
our first and main priority of living,
isikn jiwa, jangan dbiarkn kosong..

there are some things,
i always think subjectively,
why im always so naive and being so patient,
so forgiven,
not just me,
but friends, 
what if,
we die tomorrow,
if and only if,
and there is someone, our beloved friend maybe,
and that particular someone,
knew that he hurt us,
and we did'nt forgive him..
would he be living in peace??
i bet that someone, will be living in depression,
or in his own guilt?
and what if,
we were that particular person,
knowing that someone we really love, went away without forgiving
what we did that hurts him badly..?
jom same2 fikir
(tmasuk yg menulis ni)

i know that sometimes we're just being human,
takde ruginye kalau kite fikirkn..

 <3 heebee

Friday, January 14, 2011

you can...


Take me where I've never been
Help me on my feet again
Show me that good things come
To those who wait

Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end

If you asked me, I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Baby, when you look at me
Tell me what do you see?
Are these the eyes of someone
You could love?

'Cause everything that brought me here
Well, not it all seems so clear
Baby, you're the one that I've been dreaming of
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end

If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love

Only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyes
Bring me to my knees and make me cry
And no one's ever done this
Everything was just a lie and I know, yes, I know

This is where it all begins
So tell me it will never end
I can't fool myself
It's you and no one else

If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Show me that good things come
To those who wait

heebee loves u!


Thursday, January 13, 2011


 cantik tak??
believe it or not, the location is kmpp
  this is my second debut in photography
(its not photoshoped!)

ive always wanted to be a veterinarian
because im quite into animals..
(especially adorable ones)
but now,
i want to be a profesional photographer..
nak kata heebee ni orang seni,
tak jugak..

just minat


ade bakat tak??
saye budak baru belajar..

there was once i saw in the TV,
there's this really great photographer,
he said, it all depends on the gears,
i mean, in this case, lensa kamera yg mahalnye beribu2 tu..

my first debut..
(thanks to baby sbb sudi jadi model)

i dont think thats true..
even dengan camera 2 megapixel pun
satu2 gambar tu da cukup cantik!

it'll be cantik lagi la,
tapi, not necessarily la kn??

what do you think my friends??

heebee <3

Monday, January 3, 2011

Sunday, January 2, 2011


 my groupmates n me
with tangent tehta as our 'ketua'..
11 of us
jue, pine, nono, anis, c-hah, acab, fifi, me, rashid n hafiz!
a completely new experience kn??
1st tyme berrakit,
pukul 3 pagi, dengan sejuk2, buat lake crossing..
memang takde keje,
confirm lah!
tapi bezst!

rindu gak,
kene marah, gelak2 gile2,
fasilitator yg 3 suku n tah hape2 gile2.......
kemeh3!!!! haha

 kembara on the last day!

dahla silap jalan!
boleyh plak rancang nk makan roti canai kt warung..
pakai jalan je ikut suke hati (ISA)

we did this mission before 'rakit'ing,
on the third day,
needed to earn 3oo hengget (bkn hengget m'sia betul ye)
dari keje technician, keje mencuci (thanx a lot 4 the hard work rashid),
keje mbersih,jadi polis (thanx to tangent), basuh 3 bijik kete sampai 
memang dugaan tambah pose, 
tak makan tak minum from 11 till 5 o'clock..
tapi beszt gile!

sempat posing on the second day..

it was a great new experience,
personally for me..
4 days of watching him from afar,
its a relief,
being with my two bestie

wa, ajen n me with farid, pa'an n their fren..
getting to know new friends..
my groupmates were the best!!!!
muah muah..
thanks for the memories!
luv ya!
the most valuable treasure is an old friend!
heebee <3